February 17, 2011
I Trust You

“How far are we going to go?”

He squeezes my hand.  The rings he wears cuts into my skin; my eyes water. 

“I trust you” I say but as I say it my throat burns.  The tears hurt.  Will there be more pain?  “Owe.”  I say. He squeezes harder.  “I trust you.” 

I’m not sure he notices that he is hurting me.  His gaze is off; he is thinking of something else.  I whisper his name. 

“Hey…” I say.

Most of me says run away from him.  There is too much to him but…the dreams.  They’ve called me ever since I can remember.   It’s like every piece, every clue dreamt has pointed towards here; the old empty train tunnel, the river, the dried up tree that stands like an old grandfather with gnarly hands. 

All of my dreams have conspired to this moment.  Now I know why because every other sign says run; every part of me, the pain in my hand, the pain in his face.  That look, the dark, the innocence. 

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